Am I living in a dreamland? While the whole world is striving to make money and achieve goals, I feel I am just day dreaming and living a life far from reality. Even though I don't want to participate in the rat race, the question "am I doing enough? " lingers on my mind. If survival of the fittest is true, ain't I doing just the opposite? Not fighting enough. Not trying my best. With this attitude I am afraid what ideas I will pass on to my daughter.
Yet I console myself saying I have taken the road less travelled. With lethargy, I am not sure if I will make it to the destination. Even if I make it, will I like what I will find there? What if I am proven wrong? What if the society was right all along? I can only find out when I arrive. I wish I can keep up the drive. I wish I don't spiral down every other week. I wish someone tells me I am not just day dreaming. I wish I could meet someone who has all the answers.
All I have now is me and I have to keep trying. I hope I will have all the answers one day and be the hope someone is looking for.
